late night thoughts
posted on 10/25/2024
its 1 am in the morning as of writing and ughhh i have a LOT to say. i guess first and foremost, Tube. i made an album :P its not really good or anything to ride home about but its kind of cool to me i made an album. i think its going to be my last forray into music though, im not big on it and id rather focus on this blog, designing and writing in the mean time, cause you know, its what im best at. i was talking to a few friends about music (seperately) and came to the conclusion i am much better doing this stuff honestly, i get so much joy and pride when i update my blog or when i make a sick design, that stuff stays with you, not some album you threw together in a few hours. i think a lot of my problems with art stem from the fact that when i do a blog post or a design i dont tend to think about how much effort i put into my art to get to this point, it never crosses my mind, and i applied that to music as well, which is the worst thing you can do. im also happier creating art thats very personal to me and whatnot. i want to make art i love and not replicating what i love. i always advocate being yourself then want to copy whatever my favorite artist at that time is doing, its not really fair to me to do that because i know i can do much better doing this or making a fire design on picsart or something. this website is my main pride and joy, and i should start treating it as such because of how much this site has done for me, even before buying the domain name, back when i went by ruby. moving the blog here was such a good idea because it gives me something to actively work on, i pay 5 dollars a month to host this site, damn siure im using it monthly. julienet is a big part of my personal life and i should treat it with the love and care i think it deserves. i guess i want to have every cool credential possible. i used to want something like "julienet - writer / musician / designer / pro skateboarder / pyrotecnic", something close to that, but i should stick to my lane. i mentioned earlier that this website is my pride and i really do believe that. i want julienet to be forever, i don't ever want this to die. tube is probably the last julienet project and thats fine. i dont want to do anything musically ever, just get into ideas i like the most. born to be a cringe and free kpop fan, forced to be a cool designer. i made a kazuha edit a few weeks ago i am so so happy with because i made it out of love and whatnot.
its so cool, i saw that picture and thought omg this is perfect for a game menu, and then went on to make it. i can imagine it being a platformer :O maybe something like SMB2. i am so proud of that edit, it's so fire and came out better than what i had in my head. im thinking of getting a embroided julienet hoodie, maybe near the end of november. i know someone who's willing to do it and what weve come up w so far is absolutely fire, im so excited. its the stardust logo and theres gonna be stars on the inside of the sleeve. im also going to probably get the same star tatted on me at some point lol. the star is cool and i want it on me permanently. i have a lot of plans for the next year, so im pretty excited for that. i also listened to the entire twice discography and i am TIRED. amazing discography but wow, theres so much. i will say though, the earlier works were kind of boring, outside of the title tracks and Tuk Tok from Page Two. also!! LE SSERAFIM!! they announced their official characters and im very happy about it, theyre all so adorable.
i love their designs so much. you can really tell who's who just by the characters, which is so cool. eunchae and saki's are so adorable, i love how big and glistening eunchae's eyes are, just like real life, and saki's face TT you can tell its really her. zuha's design is my most favorite tho, i love that dog design so much, its so her. i didnt get yunjin's being a ghost at first but the more i think about it, it makes a lot of sense, she totally has those vibes. chaewon's tho is the most accurate, she has that cuteness agression she is known for which is so sick. fun fact! they al designed these. there's an episode of leniverse where they sit down with an animator and make their own emotes, and these were the characters they designed and made themselves :)! i love it a lot, theyre all so accurate and adorable. i really love le sserafim. i mention it all the time but for a good reason, theyve done so much for me. speaking of le sserafim! their little sisters dropped. ILLIT! i haven't mentioned this much but ILLIT are one of my favorite groups right now, theyre all adorable and amazing to watch. they remind me a lot of le sserafim too, the new mini, I'll Like You is so good. was hoping for a 10/10 mini but ill take a 9.5 :). im going to see if i can grab all versions, i already have the gllit versions as well as the weverse, im hopinh to pick up the main versions at target when they come out. they come with an extra photocard and i want it so bad, i already have a fairbit saved up for it specifically. i love lsfm and illit unconditionally, they feel like my children somewhat if that makes any sense. i wont explain because im tired but i want to protect all 10 of them and they deserve the best in the world. god i am so glad both exist. boom heres another image for the post
okay i am done, im tired and i have work tomorrow. i wish everyone the absolute best. thank you for reading.
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