hey

posted during febuary 2024

hey, its been a while since we last spoke, september i think. a lot has happened since, i don't know where to begin. for starters, i have my own place. i moved in around december and its really cool - i put up a lot of posters to kpop groups that are your fav - mine too. i have a good support group, which ur probably happy to hear cause the last time we talked i was really down and didn't have any friends to hang out with but i do now and its really cool. ive made a few new kpop friends online who are really cool, they're really cool people and i feel you'd get along with them for the most part. i got a girlfriend near the end of the year but ended it after 2 weeks, she was weirding me out and was kinda obsessed with me - so i guess my months of complaining about being single really was for nothing lol, you were right. i wonder what you're up to nowadays, if ur still in school, busy w uni, going to that one kpop store u showed me and buying purple kiss albums.... le sserafim had a comeback recently, though im sure you heard it already. im iffy on it but i feel its pretty good for the most part. i know you'd like smart tho. billlie had a comeback too, but its only with 5 members :( i miss sua and suhyeon - seeing ot5 without them hurts... i hope they get better soon. kiss of life had their comeback too - i know i was talking about them to you, their comeback is just as great as well. im willing to say top 10 of 2023. ITZY AND NMIXX!! nmixx was a great comeback, so much so that i own 6 copies of the album, and itzy, although 4 members, was outstanding too. i miss lia. anyways, enough about k-pop. i did a photoshoot recently for a friend and he ended up using one of the pictures for the cover of his project, its on spotify too so knowing a picture i took is on spotify is so amazing to me. makes me all giddy and excited. i also have a lot of projects planned, i picked up on wicked again, but i might make it different. the skate video too, im thinking of making a magazine and making the video for that specifically. ur my number one fan still, when u told me that u were the number one ruby fan it become permanent to me. ur always gonna be #1, i miss you a lot. i remember when you deactivated for the first time and i freaked out. i was trying my best to message you on whatever i could just for you to come back. im glad u did. the second time u did it i didn't think much about it, but its been 5 months. i wish you would come back, i have so much i could tell you and more. i miss sending u two idols in a pic and saying us, i miss when u used to check on me, i miss all of it. i miss you yuoni. i just hope wherever you are, you're the best version of yourself. you deserve everything good in the world.


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