its almost 1:30 and im sitting at my laptop typing away because i feel im in the mood for a blogpost and... bleh :P. its almost the end of the year, music is about to come out and my mind is racing about so much in life. for starters, kpop, i think i fell out of it or something, its not exciting me anymore as im moving on to different things (beastie boys) and i only keep up with my most favorite groups... but other than that i still like the genre, i think about it a lot and interact with it all the time... i still have a love and admiration and all that, jsut, feels different this time i guess. im currently listening to linkin park's hybrid theory thinking about a lot life and where im heading. i was asked earlier today what my plans were after college and i got stumped immediately, i didnt realize how insane that question is to me. i never took time to think about it, what im doing and how im gonna get there? julienet? i just answered behind the scenes stuff in tv cause im going to college for that stuff but my real answer in my heart julienet. the only thing i have at the moment is julienet, its kind of sad but im proud of it and i love it, i can do anything on here and it makes me so happy. it really is my baby and i love it. theres so much on my mind to unpack at once, i just feel so many emotions at once and i dont know where to start. does anyone remember when spotify was in light mode? am i the only one? eh whatever. 3 more days of work, i loathe going there but i dont know what else to do outside of work and sit in my room mindlessly and consume media, at least the media is fun. theres at max 3 things in my life going on and i dont expect it to get any better when the new semester comes around, considering how much its going to change and make everything better for me, at least i hope it does :/, i cant say anything though, i need the change. i need so much and so little at the same time, i wish i could elaborate and articulate the words properly buut i just want this month to be over. this has been the LONGEST month in sooo long, nothing crazy happened but its just so slow and boring, i hope 2025 is better. i dont have much more to say since its now 2 am as im finishing typing this and i now have the hiccups.. greaaatttt. i hope you all have a great night, i might have another post up before the end of the year or i might now, who knows.
p.s. i think im delusional but i wont go into detail as to why, only time will tell
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